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2005-08-29

Zulieka

Filed under: General — 19day @ 21:37:19

I don’t normally do this, nor did I want this blog to be one of *those* blogs that just links to a bunch of things (not that there’s anything wrong with that, I find those interesting sometimes too), but there’s a blog I’ve been following rather consistently (consistently being slightly more often than totally randomly, as it is with most of the blogs, journals, and friend’s sites that I know of)

I’m following the blog of Zulieka and it’s of that which I speak. At first, I read it from a link from a blog I got to from a link and so on and so forth, all the way back to the highly controversial beginning of the universe. I stayed at first, rather admittedly, because it was 9 parts interesting, and 1 part a girl who very occasionally would take revealing pictures of herself (as seems to be the style lately). Well, moreover, that’s why I stopped, but one reads too, and there was an interesting story there.

Then the story changed to a girl who suddenly discovered she was pregnant, which itself was interesting, as I’ve never been close to such a story, and from all tell it wasn’t entirely planned either. But now it’s the story of a girl who’s given birth to a girl of her own, and it’s touching to hear about her pained breastfeeding and horrible fears about things happening to her baby.. er, if all that can be considered touching, because it all comes back to something she herself wrote: “It’s a nightmare to love a human this much”, the rational versus the instinctive.

It’s like how I see when my female friends, one of them in particular, she sees a baby or toddlers running around, being annoying as toddlers are, she goes into a sort of Maternamode, very slightly. And that type of thing nearly puts me in Paternamode, if even slighter. Odd that, since a child tends not to do that directly (as my annoying toddler remark indicates). Oh well…. I’m sure Nature, in her infinite wisdom, is working on it.

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