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2005-01-26

Category Problem

Filed under: General — 19day @ 13:58:02

I remember in my Phil 100 class, there was a philosopher that stated that a lot of problems in philosophy were merely the product of categorization problems, how we refer to the world. One example, if I remember correctly, was something like, The Average Taxpayer…. a concept, a construct, only, but you could never actually meet this person, you could never share a bun with The Average Taxpayer literally.
I find it funny, however, that I can perfectly well nod in acknowledgement towards The Better Man.

2005-01-19

Graphics A1 defeated

Filed under: Graphics — 19day @ 01:05:50

Finished my first real graphics assignment… spent so much time in the lab… utter waste though, did all this extra crap, and it’s not worth anything mark-wise, but I hope the experience is worth something in the end.

Here is a picture:

tetrominoes

You might think this is a 3d version of tetris… it is not, check the window name… this is Tetrominoes… legally distinct :P

Yeah, we had to do this game for A1. A2 looks less visually exciting, but I’m sure it will raise the bar in the utter-futility factor.

Addendum: Here is the manual for interested parties.

school days

Filed under: General — 19day @ 00:57:46

Been a while, time to play catch up (so much for me updating this more often)

Back at school, already falling behind in my studies. Here are my courses and a brief description:

  • CS488: Graphics: Death… nuff said
  • CLAS202: Roman life, fairly interesting
  • HIST200: History in Film (with feminist twist) More death, but in a constant nitpickery work sort of way. Will have to do more research (non-web) for a project than I’ve ever had to do ever, in university, to this point, cumulatively. But I get to watch movies,… but there will be group work.. and I hate people… damn.
  • ANTH101: Intro to anthropology. Lotta talking, thus lot of note taking, factoids and nitty stuff, just hope the exams go well
  • PHIL208: Philosophy through science fiction, more work, more (much more) reading… and a lot of plato and aristotle that I just can’t stand anymore, but other authors are alright.

So very tired

2005-01-05

mah jongg, we hardly knew ye

Filed under: General — 19day @ 22:51:55

I was taught how to play a game I thought I already knew, but of course, it originally being Chinese, I had played a bastardized version.

The short version is you shuffle the tiles, make 4 rows of 2 high stacked 18 tiles. There are some dice involved and you roll to decide where you start taking tiles (this bit gets fuzzy for me, from memory) and you take your tiles. One end of the remaining gap in the rows is the beginning, the other is the end. You take turns, taking a new tile from the beginning, and discarding another one. You can pick up the tile in the discard area only if it is the last one discarded, unless you can win from picking the last tile discarded by either player, in which case you can do that, but only if it causes you to win. Also, you can only pick up if it completes a ‘pattern’, and you must then set the pattern down for all to see, and continue with a discard.

If you have any flower tiles at the start, you must show them, and pick as many tiles from the end of the rows, and if you pick one up in the course of the game, you immediately set it down and take a new tile from the end.

To win (ignoring the complicated scoring system), you need a pair of something, and then the rest must be ‘patterns’. Patterns are either ’straights’, made up of the same kind of number tiles (chinese numbers, bams (sticks), or circles), which are in sequences of 3, no more, no less… or they can be 3 of a kind, or 4 of a kind, or something. If you pick up a discarded tile (following the rules of whos you can pick up) to complete a set, you must say something, I prefer ‘Yangzi’, which is like a Chinese Yatzee or something. Or yell ‘bingo’, or ‘you sank my scrabbleship’.

This game was bloody confusing, especially for one I thought was matching two tiles and taking them off the table, gah.

Here are the fun tiles:
bam
These are the sticks, or bams, they are numeric, and fairly easy to understand, except the bird for number 1, which is baffling.

wheel
These are wheels, or circles, they are also numeric, colours are meaningless. At least this is easy to count.

wan
These are the chinese numbers, and the hardest bit for me. 1, 2 and 3 are easy, like roman numerals on their side, 4 is easy enough. 5 is just a jumble of crap, which is how I remembered it. 6 looks like a little hut to me. 7 looks like an upsidedown 7. 8 is a lamda, and 9 is like a cursive r. Lovely, it’s great trying to work out if you have a straight if you can’t understand the numbers :P

winds
seasons

These are the cardinal directions of the wind, and the seasons, just match them up, lest headaches set in.

dragons

These are, apparently, dragons. When I played, I thought the first was a dagger thing, the middle one was just “the ugly”, and the last one was, cleverly enough, “rectangle”

flowers

These are so easy that they are like a blind spot, see a flower, lay it down.

They tried to explain scoring, but I threatened to kill myself, so they stopped.

I’ll go play the tile matching game now.

The Border Between What and What?

Filed under: General — 19day @ 22:11:42

I took this mental health test a while back, but had no blog to post the results on, but now I do. The major findings of this test were symptoms of Major Depressive Disorder and Borderline Personality Disorder. Well woop-di-doo, whatever, I thought, but then I decided to look up what Borderline Personality Disorder meant exactly (definitions provided by the same site) and it was kinda scary actually. Like those “draw a picture and I can tell your personality” things, where they get it mostly wrong, but one thread comes through clearly, except this one was quite good.

Here are the best bits:

People with BPD often have highly unstable patterns of social relationships. While they can develop intense but stormy attachments, their attitudes towards family, friends, and loved ones may suddenly shift from idealization (great admiration and love) to devaluation (intense anger and dislike). Thus, they may form an immediate attachment and idealize the other person, but when a slight separation or conflict occurs, they switch unexpectedly to the other extreme and angrily accuse the other person of not caring for them at all.

Even with family members, individuals with BPD are highly sensitive to rejection, reacting with anger and distress to such mild separations as a vacation, a business trip, or a sudden change in plans. These fears of abandonment seem to be related to difficulties feeling emotionally connected to important persons when they are physically absent, leaving the individual with BPD feeling lost and perhaps worthless. Suicide threats and attempts may occur along with anger at perceived abandonment and disappointments.

Basically, that’s me in a nutshell for that kind of thing. I can feel a friend is worth so much to me, then a little tiny thing happens, and it’s like the feeling drains and needs constant reassurance, recapacitance, to maintain the feeling, otherwise I switch down to being worthless in their eyes, and disliking them. And rejection and abandonment are my biggest fears, and of course, the ones that reoccur seemingly regularly.

I also feel as if I am insanely jealous… by the definition I learned in my Philosophy of Love class. Jealously isn’t envy, if I’m jealous of someone, it’s not that I want to be them or have what they have, it’s that I’m fearful that I’ll lose them, that they will drop out of my life, or not serve the function in my life that is most desired by me. But how can I fear losing someone, if they were never mine in the first place?

2005-01-02

Happy Arbitrary Annual Turnover

Filed under: General — 19day @ 21:39:43

Went out for new years, just Curtis, Alicia and I. It was pretty fun, ate at a fancy restaurant, hung out, got free beer, endured the dark city, and learned to play a game I thought I already knew, but turns out I was hopeless at.
New Years Resolution: Stop Trying. (any context is fine)

Going back to school in a day or two, hardly looking forward to it. Been working on this damned animation for my brother, just gets worse and worse, and my computer can’t handle a lot of it, piffle.

Anyway, not much to say this time, perhaps next.

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